Constant Vigilance

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For six years now, I’ve gone on daily walks with Stella, a Giant Schnauzer / Labrador Retriever. We’re out for an hour or two and it never fails: At some point, a phrase from Harry Potter springs to mind: Constant vigilance. CONSTANT VIGILANCE!

I’m always glancing around, scanning our surroundings for potential trouble. Like food scraps on the sidewalk or a dog likely to provoke her. Even when nothing’s amiss, I’m on high alert, controlling her powerful movement. Just under 80 pounds, she’s built like an elite athlete, all lean muscle. If she veers sideways to sniff something or simply stops short, my body is jolted. She could easily pull me off balance. Other dogs do the same thing, but with Stella everything is exaggerated tenfold. Sidewalk slippery with snow/ice/slush? This dog could unintentionally cause my demise.

In her youth, she was tireless, galloping like a horse after her prized Chuckit! balls or swimming deep into English Bay. She takes rest breaks now, sprawling on the grass when we reach our destination, especially on hot summer afternoons. But, even now at age nine, she’s always motoring ahead of me; I must racewalk to match her pace.

When Stella first arrived, we did obedience training classes. She was eager to please and highly motivated. She readily learned commands (and “tricks”), putting on a show with her exaggerated flourishes. But she’d struggle if she had to be still and “do nothing.” In class, I’d be on edge while we waited for each dog to take its turn. If I looked at her, Stella would give me a hard stare, quivering with anticipation. If she barked out of impatience, I’d lead her away, frustrated—a time-out for her and also for me.

I’m not particularly patient myself, and I admit that I’m strict with her. We stopped doing obedience training ages ago, but I still expect her to heel on my left, loose leash—and promptly to respond to cues as if we’re at Westminster or something. Bad behavior during a walk tests my composure. If she loses it, I’m liable lose it as well. Constant vigilance applies to Stella’s actions, but also to my reactions.

I often pass someone holding a leash while checking their phone, drinking coffee, pushing a stroller, chatting, the dog bringing up the rear. When I walk Stella, I’m doing only one thing: walking Stella. I can’t be multitasking. It can be exhausting! We’re all walking our dogs, but we’re experiencing “dog walk” very differently.

Isn’t it similar with yoga asana? For some, yoga poses are approachable, even when strenuous. For others, even everyday poses are fraught and require, yes, constant vigilance.

Being Vigilant in Yoga

I’ve noticed that some yoga students are more prone to injury than others. The same pose that works well for most people somehow tweaks a vulnerable person’s body. Being injury-prone is not necessarily a senior issue, by the way. I have older students who are steady and resilient; younger students who struggle with one mishap after another.

There are myriad causes of injury and pain. I’m not trying to explain why some are prone to it and others not. Rather, I’m wondering if it’s necessarily a bad thing if you must be vigilant.

When I teach a pose that’s potentially risky for a particular student, I remind them to be careful. They can’t mindlessly do yoga. They must constantly be alert. I don’t want them to be overly guarded or to fear movement, the poses, or their body. But they must pay attention and use common sense.

On one hand, constant vigilance seems like a disadvantage, whether in yoga or in dog walking. But is it necessarily negative to be extra careful, to work harder, or to face unusual challenges?

In yoga, agile students sometimes zone out if movement comes easily to them. One of my students habitually rushes into poses. She need not go step by step. In the pose, I must remind her of the stabilizing actions. I often tell her to start over, more slowly and thoughtfully. In contrast, people dealing with constraints are forced to be mindful.

Constant vigilance with Stella isn’t easy, but I’m always 100% present with her. My dog walks are all about her—and that has probably enhanced our relationship. When we attended obedience classes, I consulted our trainer about Stella’s hyper intensity. She emphasized that strong motivation is a plus. Stella is earnest, she can learn, she bonds to her people, she tries her best. It’s up to me—the handler, the human, the adult—to learn how to harness that energy.

Can I view my situation, this constant vigilance, with a positive attitude? What about other, greater challenges in my life?

Be Vigilant But Not Anxious

If you’re the type who must be extra careful doing yoga asana, how can you manage?

  • Move deliberately

Once, when I was a beginner, my yoga teacher instructed me to straighten my leg. I moved with such alacrity that she said, “Whoa, don’t move so quickly. You could hurt yourself.” Pay attention as you move. You can move gradually without being a sloth about it.

  • Don’t feel pressured by a teacher’s instructions

In Iyengar yoga, teachers are directive and can seem authoritarian. But they aren’t tyrants; they’re always open to adapting poses to individuals. Remember that group instructions are generalities. Never follow instructions that feel harmful to yourself.

  • Adapt the pose to your body

Although you attend class to learn conventional or classic poses, you ultimately must create your own practice. Your definition of a pose might be different from the textbook pose—and that’s okay!

  • Observe what happens, during and after

Do you do yoga poses based mostly on external cues (teacher’s instructions)? If yes, you must focus on internal cues (sensations, perceptions), both during and after a pose. You can ramp up or down to suit your body. Bear in mind, you might not realize that you’ve pushed too hard until the next day.

  • Learn from experience; don’t repeat the same mistake

If you know that a pose could be dicey, do you nevertheless do it in class? (After all, everyone else is doing it.) “Live and learn” is easy to rattle off, but hard to follow. If you want to retry a pose you’ve found tricky, approach it incrementally and hold it briefly. Multiple short holds are safer than a marathon hold.

Images: Stella, West Point Grey Academy, Vancouver, October 2023, Luci Yamamoto.

12 responses to “Constant Vigilance”

  1. Keith Avatar
    Keith

    Aloha Luci. Your post struck a chord with me, particularly because, as a blind practitioner, I’m constantly being vigilant about not how I look, but how I “feel,” alignment-wise. It helps that I’m familiar with most alignment cues and have the flexibility and strength to do basic asana. But I’m constantly vigilant about not putting myself into an unfamiliar asana or one that I know is beyond my ability. If I can’t mindfully get into it, I might get injured. And if I get injured, I can’t practice yoga. Maybe it’s advantageous to practice “Yoga in the Dark.” LOL.

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    1. Luci Yamamoto Avatar

      Note: Keith teaches a “Yoga in the Dark” class, in which participants optionally wear sleep masks as he guides them through a standing and seated flow, with attention to alignment and breath.

      One day I’ll work up my courage to try an hour of yoga with eye closed/covered. Not only one pose, as I occasionally do. Always appreciate your comments, Keith. Mahalo!

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  2. grant richards Avatar
    grant richards

    Great advice Luci. As an aside Stella and her muzzle hairs are reminiscent of the Chinese Sages of old. And as her hairs grey over time undoubtedly will her wisdom deepen. Her vigilance I doubt will ever diminish. May we take her and your words to heart within our practice.

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    1. Luci Yamamoto Avatar

      Grant, many thanks for commenting on Stella’s “beard,” another of her unmistakable features. Both she and I are naturally on the vigilant side; you’re right that we’re probably set this way for life.

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  3. TC Avatar
    TC

    What a big, beautiful creature Stella is. If a squirrel catches your eye on your next walk, please resist charging after it and yanking Luci to the ground!

    Vigilance is, as you say, being more focused and present, whether walking a dog, practicing yoga, or making stir-fry so the skillet doesn’t burn. (Yes, I did that recently.) You make some excellent points in your blog. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve watched an instructor online (in this case Pilates) and attempted a movement that didn’t feel right. “She must know, she’s the teacher.” A good reminder to listen to my body and adapt as needed. No pain, no gain is not part of my workout routine. Thanks for the tips, Luci.

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    1. Luci Yamamoto Avatar

      Thanks for sharing your experiences, TC. Your comment about online Pilates highlights an issue with online learning, even live, interactive classes: Students are less likely to question the teacher. (Only a few students turn on their microphones and ask me questions in the midst of a sequence.) So it’s even more important to be self aware.

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  4. Cathy Avatar
    Cathy

    Luci, I have never been able to describe what it’s like to walk my St Bernard. You have given me the words as well as food for thought in my yoga practice. Well done, I really enjoyed reading it.

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    1. Luci Yamamoto Avatar

      Thanks for your empathy, Cathy. Looking forward to seeing you and Brutus around Kits!

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  5. Chris Avatar
    Chris

    I enjoy all your posts, but wanted to let you know how much I enjoyed both seeing and hearing about Stella – what a beauty! And I completely relate to the ‘constant vigilance’ approach, both with my own dogs and with my yoga practice.

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    1. Luci Yamamoto Avatar

      Chris, glad my post resonated with you. Raising a PADS dog must require extra vigilance in training. But I’d be most concerned about my emotional attachment—could I give up a dog I’d raised for two years?!

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